Monday 29 October 2012

Hello everyone, today was a bad day as it started with chinese A levels exam!!! The questions for paper one and paper two came out unexpectedly weird, so i walked out of the exam hall being not confident of getting an A anymore :( BOOOOO~ I shall not continue with that.

Let's continue with what i did after the paper, it would be much more interesting!!! i played squash today and it's the first time i'm playing it!! too used to playing badminton, playing squash wasn't that easy as first cause i couldnt use my wrist to control the squash racket, the ball will fly up.. soon after, i got used to playing squash (i'm a fast learner okay? HAHA) and my friend even said that i've joined the wrong cca (should join squash instead of badminton). haha i'm so happy that i can play squash quite well for a beginner!!! after some time of squash, we changed to playing basketball, one of my favourites too!!! I'm quite sporty, but jack of all trades, master of none!! so we played for like close to 4 hours of squash and badminton, with some breaks in between. but i ended up with having two blisters on my right hand and that really hinder me in doing some daily activities! OH YES OH YES, THE JOKE OF THE DAY WAS THAT JERRY MY FRIEND HAS A GIRLFRIEND THAT LOOKS LIKE JERE!!!

But there was also some gloomy side for the day.. I met with someone that hurt my heart a lot of times today! and we still sat at the same table.. A lot of memories, sadness... oh yes, and the moral of the day is to not wait for your friend!! I'm really angry for that, hope that she realises. I shall not continue to elaborate and off shall i go!!

Saturday 27 October 2012

Hi everyone, i started this blog out of boredom, of course. More importantly, i just wanted to have my own space to express what i feel :) i don't expect anyone to read this blog of course and i hoped that i can improve on my GP as i blog..

Alright, sometimes i really feel like migrating to other countries, anywhere is fine. "What's Singapore?" maybe this is what we should constantly ask ourselves. What exactly define us? some would say the Singlish that represent us, the local delicacies that everyone yearn for or even, the "kiasu" spirit. What I feel is that, Singapore is no longer how it is before. The changing moral codes and values made me tired of how my life is now.. From the widening income gap to people posting their photos and asking people to rate them on facebook, I ask myself : Why is society like that? Is it that I only came to realise it now or it all begin due to the advancement of technology? Talking about that, one question that you might want to ask yourself is that " Is social networking sites like facebook, twitter a boon or ban?" Personally, I feel that it is a ban. With these social networking sites, youngsters are getting more outrageous and doing things that is against moral codes? Posting their pictures on facebook and asking people to rate them is annoying and definitely, dangerous. I don't get why they want to do this. Of course, I don't mean to start any conflicts here but like what I've said, this blog is for me to resent,resent and resent.. (like an old lady, HAHA)

Anyway, as i grow up, i feel that i've aged a lot.. A lot of feelings inside me, difficult to express. FAMILY, LOVE, STUDIES, RELATIONSHIPS...

I'm tired and don't really know what to say anymore, having mixed feelings now so I shall go and sleep. Goodnights X)